SELF LOVE

For years I worked as an intimate photographer for women...

And in this role I noticed heart breaking patterns of behavior. 

• Women shaming their own bodies 
• Women lacking confidence in how they look
• Women afraid to ask for what they want and need from their relationships
• Women who aren’t sexually satisfied because they are scared to express themselves 
• Women who experience shame or guilt around their sexual desires due to the way society has conditioned us around sexual expression 
• Women who have always had to take care of themselves and struggle to RECEIVE love, attention, energy, protection

And the sad thing is that this was normal. Almost every person I met experienced at least one of these issues, myself included.. after my second child was born, I was exhausted and edgy, snappy and irritable. Yes it was postpartum, but there was something else, something deeper, something I was trying to ignore. 

My body had changed through the pregnancies. I gained weight, I had stretch marks and my abdominal muscles were so separated I looked 5 months pregnant all of the time. Even some of my closest friends still asked if I was pregnant again. I hated me. I hated me so bad I wanted to hide under the blanket and cry every time I saw myself in the mirror. 

So much of my time and my energy was focused on everything I hated about myself, on talking myself down, on comparing myself to others and bullying myself, that not a lot was left for anything or anyone else. 

I stopped taking care of myself. I didn’t believe I deserved it. I prioritized everyone before me and stuffed myself with food to feel some even temporary relief.  And sexuality...what sexuality? If I didn’t feel attracted to me, how could my husband?

I remember the moment I realized I hit rock bottom. I was looking at myself in the mirror, with messy hair, in big baggy clothes, stained with baby food and God knows what else. I didn’t recognize myself.

I was in so much pain that I didn’t know what was worse, that moment or when I lost my parents. 

 And that's when it hit me...

I'd started taking things for granted and lost sight of what was truly important. 

All those days spent crying and bullying myself, all those times I was belittling my being was time that I would never get back again to create the life of my dreams. 

All those moments I spent telling myself how unworthy I was were moments I could have been enjoying life, and reflecting back to my kids just how amazingly resilient we can be, how strong and powerful, how magical and loving. 

I was so focused on everything I was not that I forgot to tune into everything that I AM. I needed to shift, but before this could happen, I needed to CHOOSE it. That day where I all of a sudden loved me, would not just appear. I had to DECIDE to make myself a priority. 

So I made the choice to shift, to claim back my power, to reconnect with my body, to rediscover or more precisely to consciously create the version of me I truly wanted to be.

🤍 I  replaced my internal bully with kindness and compassion.

🤍 I witnessed my younger selves, reparented them, and began showing up for them like they deserved.

🤍 I connected to the sacred wisdom of my greatest ally: my body.

🤍 I awakened to the sensual nature of my humanity and began anchoring joy and pleasure into every aspect of my life, including food and exercise!

🤍 I learned to access and transmute emotional and energetic states through movement.

🤍 And OMG, reclaiming the sacredness of our sexuality, especially as a woman, was one of the most profoundly transformative steps of my journey. Remembering that it is our birthright to ask and receive pleasure, dropping all the layers of shame and connecting deeper to the magic of our womb and yoni, this incredible portal between worlds and dimensions, the one through which all life on earth has to pass. Experiencing the deep levels of pleasure our bodies are joyfully offering us if we are only willing to tune in and receive. 

🤍 I remembered my own magic, and no longer needed to beg the approval of others.

 I remembered to live...

To truly LIVE, not just exist in a half awake state, passively reacting to what life throws at me, but to fully immerse myself in this totally wild and majestical ride of life. 

To feel, to breathe, to dance, to scream, to cry, to create and to LOVE above all. Because my life has a purpose and so does each and every one of us. We are all here for a reason. 

I now am clear on mine, to guide women to experience deep levels of joy, pleasure and unconditional self love so they never again question their worthiness and can boldly live a life on their terms.

Because life is a short and precious gift and time we spend belittling ourselves is the biggest waste of our life.

HOW WILL I LEARN

All Online: This is the self paced version of the original group coaching container.

Login from anywhere, anytime. New learning content will be released over 12 weeks on a weekly basis

Complete this program at your own rhythm as you get life time access 

Private Community: I truly believe in supporting my clients as I know first hand how doing online courses by ourselves can sometimes be tricky.

We may have questions about the content but have no one we can ask for help, or we might be unsure on how to integrate specific teachings and need this little extra support.

This is why I also include an access to a private community where you can ask your questions and feel supported by others on a similar journey. 

I check in regularly to make sure your questions are answered and you truly are supported on your journey

Educational Resources: A library of ancient and modern resources, rituals, mystery school teachings and meditations to help you fully activate your inner goddess and shift on all levels.

IS THE SELF LOVE TEMPLE RIGHT FOR YOU?

The journey toward the embodiment and expression of true self, full self, soul self is one of both letting go of the old, the false, the conditioned and awakening to the new, the true, the deeply authentic. It's a journey toward love, toward liberation, toward wholeness.

Are you ready to take that journey?